Make your happiness a priority.

Learn to love yourself first and things will fall into place. The world may seem dull and grey, but once you make happiness a priority you will see that life is truly beautiful. Take time to start on your journey of self discovery. Focus on the present and letting go of the past. 

Surround yourself with positive people. Negative energy will attract negative thinking and only bring you down. Over the years I have had to make a decision to move on from a few friends. They were stuck in an endless cycle of drama and negative thinking. Quality or quantity...my circle of friends includes like minded thinkers who are focused on positive energy and their well being. 

Start your journey by reading spiritual healing books, visiting online forums, learning to meditate and considering a new level of thinking. You will start to see life from a different point of view.